“Easily the best years in all of my life’s academic learning”

Marianne Tauber – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 2005

I’d first enrolled in the Ph.D. in Depth Psychology program, with its inauguration on Friday, 13 September, 1996 — it was my birthday. Nevertheless, I soon came to realize that I needed to change to the Clinical program, to deepen my knowledge and practical skills as a therapist, while still attending to “depth.” From 1997 to 2000, this was it: What excitement, what effort, what struggle, what satisfaction! These were easily the best years in all of my life’s academic learning, and I’ll be forever grateful for them. At this time (and with my first book just published), I look forward to being an engaged member of Pacifica’s Alumni Association, contributing as I can to much-needed Archetypal Activism.”

Marianne Tauber – Greetings (from Zurich, Switzerland, this spring!)

“Pacifica just seemed to be the right place”

Camilo Ghorayeb – M.A./Ph.D. in Depth Psychology with Emphasis in Jungian and Archetypal Studies

At first Pacifica just seemed to be the right place to study Carl Gustav Jung and James Hillman. But what I didn’t expect was that coming here would actually become a life changing experience. Everything about this place, from the gardens and buildings, to the little details that surprise you on your way to class, not to mention the staff spirit, are thought of as living elements, generating a soulful container in which transformational learning can occur. I had no idea this was possible, until I felt it.

Camilo Ghorayeb, Brazil

“I came to Pacifica to complete a dream “

Julia Berg – Former Mythological Studies Student

I have had many ah-hah moments at Pacifica, but one in particular: the truth of faculty member Robert Romanshyn’s statement that “while we may forget our dreams, our dreams do not forget us.” I came to Pacifica to complete a dream I have carried for forty years. It is a wonderful thing to be allowed to pursue a dream I had given up on ever achieving.

There is a lot of courage in following your bliss. It is so much more than a bumper sticker. It is a commitment of the soul. It takes all of you. It has nothing to do with a little happy time. It involves the very deep satisfaction and indescribable joy that comes from giving the entire self to a personal quest.

Julia Berg

“I could have gone to any college with an MFA in Creative Writing, but Pacifica got me”

Tessie Crescini, California – M.A. in Engaged Humanities & the Creative Life

I could have gone to any college with an MFA in Creative Writing, but Pacifica got me in the end. The Engaged Humanities & the Creative Life program combined all of the subjects that inspire, instruct, and empower my creativity. Another treasure that I found while at Pacifica is my co-hort members, who are fast becoming my life friends. They teach, entertain, and heal my dark rich center.

Tessie Crescini

“I was drawn to Pacifica as a place to heal my psyche.”

Juliette Brown – M.A. Counseling Psychology 2014

I was drawn to Pacifica as a place to heal my psyche. Life’s travels, on and off road, tests our endurance to navigate its difficulties. The program provides far reaching methodologies in Depth Psychology, archetypal illumination and Myth, and life narrative that enables each of us, with the support of the co-hort, to effectively travel the distance to individuation and creative work.

Juliette Brown

“In awe”

Lupe Zuniga – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 2001

I continue to be in awe at the speed at which our beloved Alumni Association grows and multiplies. I feel so incredibly honored to be involved with all the dear souls who have made this possible.

Lupe Zuniga

“Liberation of Self!”

Sherrie Allen – M.A. Depth Psychology 2010

Pacifica allowed me to liberate mySelf and gain confidence in formulating my narrative with racism and sexism as it pertains to Black women in America. Liberation is an important factors in the relationship work I offer the world, Pacifica enhanced that process. Using my voice and being in service to the world is a gift from My Pacifica.

Sherrie Sims Allen

“Everything I do has been affected and fortified”

Holly Reusing – M.A. Counseling Psychology 2005

I am honored to be among those who feel they arrived at Pacifica through a series of synchronistic events. After working through the counseling program and diving into the depth psychology program (almost finished), I can honestly say that everything I do (family, work, and otherwise) has been affected and fortified by my experience as a Pacifica student. I am so grateful to those who keep the structures in place at Pacifica and nurture the immense vision of tending soul in the world. It is an amazing feat to hold this intention in the midst of fostering individual growth and strength through the study of Jung et al in a traditional institutional setting. I will always be a champion of Pacifica Graduate Institute.

Holly Reusing

“Pacifica has become the gift that keeps on giving”

William Jones – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 2016

It all began with a random conversation I had with a Pacifica alumnus that set my new journey into motion. At the time, I was the graduate assistant at another university and was assisting a professor with a student private practice visit. The professor was a graduate of Pacifica’s Ph.D. program in clinical psychology. When I saw his doctoral diploma on the library wall, I inquired about Pacifica and why he chose to go there for his graduate work. Once he spoke of his journey at Pacifica, I immediately knew I had to learn more about the institute. Shortly after that conversation I attended a one-day instruction at Pacifica and immediately felt a tug in my soul that simply meant; I was home. The rest, as they say, is history. I can easily see now why that professor seemed to truly light up when speaking of Pacifica because now I indeed do the same. Each monthly session I come back home from Pacifica feeling virtually renewed yet stretched intellectually, emotionally, and spiritually on the multiple areas of my personal and professional journey being nurtured by the depth experience. Simply put; Pacifica has become the gift that keeps on giving and I continuously look forward to each class, each session, and each challenge as I grow closer and closer to the man and psychologist I aspire to be.

William Jones

“It calls you to be authentic, to be part of something larger than yourself”

Terry Pearce – Former Member of Board of Trustees, Pacifica Graduate Institute

I was older than most when I enrolled at Pacifica, and I was in the myth program, as it was the most appropriate for my own career; but what I shared with students in the other programs was a love of the institute’s mission, and an appreciation for the faculty’s commitment to it. This is not a program or campus that is conducive to the ordinary. Because of its steady focus on meaning, you will be challenged differently and in some ways more intensely than you would be in a more traditional environment. It calls you to be authentic, to be part of something larger than yourself. It requires you to find a life’s work in its presence, and to bring that to the world after you leave.

Terry Pearce

“In devotion to something deeper”

Tom Elsner – Adjunct Faculty, Counseling Psychology Program

Often I’ve wondered why students REALLY come to study at Pacifica. Of course it is to get a degree in their chosen fields of study, and often to receive training to prepare them for the vocation of psychotherapy. But many schools offer degrees and training. As graduation ceremonies are approaching I have been thinking about what many of the students say about their experience as they receive their diploma. Bottom line I believe Pacifica’s greatest gift for our students is the experience many of them take away of being in a community of like-minded people in which they are stretched and encouraged to become and grow into themselves. And for many of our students that process is greatly facilitated by the way in which Pacifica is devoted to the recognition and tending of a deeper dimension of the self than the ego. As students take away that experience, both from their inner work while here, their studies and training, as well as the experiences shared with classmates, they often describe feeling more prepared to assist others to do the same as clinicians, in community fieldwork, or in their creative pursuits.

Tom Elsner

“A journey and a place of discovery”

Andrea Huebner – Publications Director, UC Santa Barbara Alumni Association

In my work with Dianne Travis-Teague and the Alumni Association, I have seen firsthand that Pacifica Graduate Institute is more than just an education institution — it is a journey and a place of discovery. During the first steering committee workshop weekend, it was obvious that, while students, the group had developed a community of kindred spirits that continue to grow, experiment, and experience rebirth together. I have been asked what I think about the Pacifica alumni group, its rituals and soulful dialogue. I have come to realize that, every time I leave an Alumni Association gathering, I feel my soul has been warmed, and I am thankful that Pacifica alumni have allowed me in the circle to experience it.

Andrea Huebner

“Pacifica is a wonderful place to grow and experience yourself”

Anthony Bean – Campus Representative, Advocacy Coordinating Team – American Psychological Association of Graduate Students

Pacifica is a wonderful place to grow and experience yourself as your grow in spirit and intellect of working with the spirit. The transformation at Pacifica is unlike anything that I have ever encountered. As you learn to work with the soul you can feel yourself becoming enlightened. The growth that I have experienced for myself and for my clients has made me a better clinician.

Anthony Bean

“Pacifica’s greatest and enduring gift to me was its atmosphere of radical academic freedom”

Aaron Kipnis – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 1992, Faculty Emeritus, Counseling Psychology

When I became the first Pacifica Ph.D. student to defend his dissertation in the summer of 1991, I had no idea how many doors would spring open as a result. Having never previously published anything, I published a book based on that dissertation in the fall. Soon the phone began to ring. Offers to teach, consult, write more books and many other opportunities resulted. All that has passed since was seeded by those few years of study, research, and writing at Pacifica. Now I am proud to be faculty at the same Alma Mater that both nurtured and then launched me on a new career. Pacifica’s greatest and enduring gift to me was its atmosphere of radical academic freedom in which I could follow my own passions with the support and encouragement of the excellent, accomplished, and caring faculty. I learned to follow my dreams and, if not my bliss, then my real affect. Pacifica allows each one of us to express aspects of our deeper selves which might stay hidden in some other institution. Being validated to bring forth works that were unconventional, controversial, and challenging to the theories of the day made all the difference. I hope in our efforts to survive, we never become so conforming to the dominant trends in psychology or conventions of higher education that the next generation of students miss their chance to make fresh and lasting contributions to our field. If we stay true to our founding visions and values, many more students will have the unexpected joy and success I have enjoyed through telling the truth exactly as I came to know it. I will remain grateful to Pacifica all my life for helping me to find my voice and giving me the chance to have an authentic vocation grounded in the life of the soul.

Aaron Kipnis

“The path of the healer”

Barbara Stone – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 1995

My very first weekend at Pacifica, Dr. Diane Skafte taught us a class on shamanism which opened my eyes to ways that the physical world interacts with the spiritual world and how we can use this interchange for healing. The way shamans take so much time to set sacred space by building an altar and invoking the presence of healing spirits made a big impression on me and had a great influence on the way my life and work developed. During the time I was trying to pick a thesis topic, I found a lump in my breast which turned out to be malignant. The night after my surgery, spirit told me to write a book about my experience and title it Cancer As Initiation: Surviving the Fire, and that book became the popular form of my dissertation on the emotional aspects influencing cancer survival. I am now a 20-year cancer thriver and feel extremely grateful for my excellent health! The whole process of examining my dreams leading up to my cancer diagnosis helped me see the archetypal underpinnings of my journey and brought greater awareness of who I am and why I am here. Pacifica launched me on the path of writing, and my second book titled Invisible Roots: How Healing Past Life Trauma Can Liberate Your Present uses the principles I learned about shamanism and adapts them to the new field of Energy Psychology, which uses acupressure points on the meridian system to promote rapid emotional healing.

“Pacifica gave me my voice as a writer”

Ruth Meyer – Ph.D. Depth Psychology 2005

I was one of the first female undergraduates admitted to study history at Corpus Christi College, Oxford, England in 1979. My male professors laughed at my proposal to write a dissertation and pursue my Ph.D. I knew one day I’d prove them wrong. Pacifica gave me my voice as a writer. It celebrated my research into the role of dreams and imagination in the writing of history. Now I share my story with my high school students. I tell them, “Just because one teacher tells you, you are not good enough, doesn’t mean you can’t follow your dream. Listen to your inner voice. Follow your dream and one day you will prove them wrong. I followed my dream and never gave up on it. You can do the same.” They love hearing this. I can see the lights go in their eyes, and I thank Pacifica for empowering me as a teacher and a writer. Because of Pacifica, I can turn the lights on in my students eyes.

Ruth Meyer

“Leadership and genius”

Walter Beebe – President, New York Open Center

What are we doing here, at the Open Center and Pacifica? Learning and spreading the word about how to be in the world — in specific fields and in our lives. When Pacifica called and proposed a collaboration to reach out further than our individual campuses, I recognized the leadership and genius of that initiative.

The Open Center welcomes this new, creative, hybrid form of learning, and the access to such good teachers in New York City and our Internet world. It works!

Walter Beebe

“The better question is, who are you going to school for?”

Jennifer Selig – Ph.D. Depth Psychology 2004, Core Faculty, Jungian Psychology and Archetypal Studies

When people find out you are going back to school, they always want to know what you are going to school for. When your school is Pacifica, how do you answer them? I am going back to school to change my life. I am going back to school to discover, uncover, recover, the essence of who I am. I am going back to school to return home to myself, anew. I am going back to school to surprise myself with who I am. The better question is, who are you going to school for? And when your school is Pacifica, the answer is always, I am going to school for my Self. I am going to school to heed and hone that Self, to find and refine that Self, and to set that Self free in the world to be of service to the Other which is the beloved. You can’t give them that answer because you might not have known it yourself then, at the start of your journey, but you know it now, in your breath and your bones, at the end.

Jennifer Selig

“Reclaiming the dream”

Mike Denney – Ph.D. Depth Psychology 2001

In 1937, in the second grade, sitting at my desk and trying to complete a math quiz, I looked out the window at a beautiful blue sky. “Mrs. Scheimer!” I shouted. “Look, there’s a puffy cloud and it looks like little puppy dog.” The teacher marched to the window, abruptly pulled the shade, and said, “Do your math quiz.” In 1996, at the reception desk of a writers’ conference in Santa Monica, I was handed a brochure by a woman named Diane Huerta, who I later learned was the director of admissions at the time for a school called Pacifica Graduate Institute. Describing courses in subjects such as Mythic Traditions, The Sacred, and Imaginal Perspectives, the brochure was irresistible. A year later, after having practiced scientific medicine and surgery for nearly forty years, I enrolled in the depth psychology program. Since receiving my Ph.D. in 2001, I have dedicated myself to writing and teaching about a union of science and spirituality in the healing arts. Thank you, Pacifica! You showed me how to reclaim that beautiful little puppy dog in the cloud.

Mike Denney

“Counseling West honors Pacifica for its passionate, insightful students and faculty”

Martha Feng – Ph.D. Depth Psychology 2016, Executive Director, Counseling West

Long ago, deep in the hallows of the San Fernando Valley, a young nymph sat quietly under the shade of a willow tree imagining a place where like minds could gather and practice the art of psychotherapy. This nymph, whom we call Pat Katsky, is the co-founder of Counseling West, a non profit counseling center founded in the tradition of depth psychology. Like Artemis, she ran through the valley gathering others to learn from the works of Jung, Hillman, Campbell, and Marion Woodman.

For over thirty years, the life force of Counseling West has been fed by the inspiration, intuition, and psyche of many, many Pacifica students. Oh yes, there are others whom have been called from other traditions and schools yet they answer the call of the collective unconscious by joining in the training at Counseling West. Counseling West breathes life into the educational experience of Pacifica through supervision, training and providing depth psychological services to the communities in the San Fernando Valley.

Sand play, authentic movement, dream work and other imaginal techniques invite clinicians to use their own creative voice to heal while holding to the traditions deeply grounded in the collective psyche. Counseling West honors Pacifica for its passionate, insightful students and faculty, and we look forward to many more years of a depthful relationship.

Martha Feng

“The life-changing power and inspiration of being an integral part of a learning community”

Mary Watkins – Co-Chair, Community Psychology, Liberation Psychology, Ecopsychology Specialization

All the care that staff, administration, and faculty take in their work enables each student to experience the life-changing power and inspiration of being an integral part of a learning community . We can not understand what we need to by ourselves alone. We need communities where we can place our knowings alongside others’ , forging our visions into shared paths toward common dreams.

Mary Watkins

“I still marvel at the complete transformation”

Christina Carney – M.A. Engaged Humanities 2010

I am five. I make my first descent.

I am ten. I have fully entered the Underworld. It is terrifying.

I am eleven. I start to think about my destiny, although I don’t have the word for it. I constantly think, “This can’t all be for nothing. This pain must have a purpose.” I am determined to figure it out. I discover theatre and immediately fall in love with it. Theatre saves my life.

I am seventeen. I have spent most of my short life living in two realities: The Underworld, and the carefully constructed world that is my outer life. I can no longer hold both realities. I shatter.

I am 22. I haven’t left the Underworld but now my outer world matches my inner. They are both dark places.

I am 28. I have come up for air and decide to return to my education. I have started a process of learning. I find myself being pulled toward creative healing as I begin to unravel my history of sexual trauma. I am introduced to The Soul’s Code, by James Hillman. It changes everything.

I am 29. While Googling “James Hillman” I come across Pacifica Graduate Institute. It is an instantaneous knowing: I have to attend. I don’t know how, but I know I will.

I am 29. I retire from theatre. I grieve deeply for its loss and for the loss of the identity I have built. Who am I now? I begin an image-making practice. I need a place for my creativity to breathe.

I am 32. I have finished my bachelor’s degree and am unsure of my next step. I pick up a copy of Parabola. On the inside cover is an ad for Pacifica and it mentions its new hybrid programs. My heart beats faster. It’s time.

I am 32. I get on a plane from Syracuse, New York, for my first residential in the Engaged Humanities program at Pacifica. I feel an immediate connection with so many of the students and I spend much of my first day repeatedly experiencing a sense of déjà vu. I am elated and exhausted by the end of the week.

I am 33. My second residential at Pacifica. It was a scary few months leading up to it. I came face to face with my fears and my ego’s ass was getting whooped. Something was stirring under the surface. By the end of this 10-day stretch, I have begun another descent.

I am 33. It is my third residential and there have been major changes in my personal life. Although I feel a strong sense of freedom and joy, I am also raw and wounded. Many of my fellow students see this and tend to me in respectful and loving ways. I am so grateful.

I am 34. My fourth residential. I am stronger now, healthier both in psyche and body. I have finally found the proper language to talk about my experiences and I am digging in for all I’m worth. Each class offers more tools, more insights, more knowledge. I am still in the Underworld but for the first time in my life I am able to navigate it. I am determined to explore as many dark corners as I can find. The reading, papers, and discussions allow me to integrate everything I am experiencing.

I am 34. It is the last residential. I have surprised myself by creating a film for my final project. It is, not so surprisingly, about the Underworld. More specifically, it is about Death and Rebirth. The film is my Rebirth.

I am 36. It has been nearly two years since I finished my master’s degree at Pacifica. I still marvel at the complete transformation that has come from this experience. I have gained knowledge, I experienced deep healing, I reclaimed my creative life, I reconnected with my calling, and I discovered my Self. Moreover, I did this amongst my kin. Really, it doesn’t get any better than that.

Christina Carney

“This opportunity to again move forward”

Thomas Lyon – M.A. Counseling Psychology 1998

When we found each other, I was in a state of silent despair over the steppingstone of my life upon which I had landed, venturing at that time, no farther. Like Jung, I had always been committed to my inner life even before ever hearing his name or reading his words, but I was stuck. I knew what I was looking for, but didn’t know existed until told about Pacifica. The catalog alone convinced me, ratified the very next day by an introduction day, as well as the next three years of study. The academic experience was exceptional, providing me the means to gain licensure, yet it was this opportunity to again move forward, heeding that inner call of my contemplating psyche, that was most important to me. I was able to step toward the next stepping-stone because I found a place, a committed faculty, and other students who were committed to honoring many of the still to-be-developed facets of my life. Until I attended to my own psyche, I could not move to the next stepping-stone of my life. I am forever grateful we found each other.

Thomas Lyon

“Pacifica deepened my life”

Bronton Cheja – Ph.D. Clinical Psychology 1992

Pacifica deepened my life: The life of my mind, the life of my soul, of my relationships, and the mythological dimension of my poetry — and so it naturally flowed into my creative work. Creativity is my most cherished value. I have seen that in order to create with authenticity from my essential self, I needed to experience that self and explore my inner life deeply. That’s why the creative journey is also a spiritual, mythological, and psychological journey. This was/is the gift Pacifica bestowed to me.

Bronton Cheja